High and low tides
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I’ve been reluctant to set down my grief. It wants to keep walking with me everywhere I go, and the lonely parts of me say yes, I need someone who will give me that kind of attention.
When my sadness comes I can feel it like the tide pulling, like the feeling of wanting to swim out into the ocean at night until my arms give out and it swallows me. And I want to feel it, and I don’t want to feel it, and I want my arms to be big enough to hold me but I feel both too big and too small.
But I’m beginning to know when and how to set my grief down and let the tide wash it away without taking me with it.I’m beginning to be able to listen to the quiet whispers of my heart and hold it in the softer moments between high and low tides.And that’s the kind of attention I actually need.
