Breaking up with Mania (she’ll be back)…
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Being bipolar can feel like being trapped in an abusive relationship. Severely beaten down over and over, but also invited into secret realms of divinity mortals nearly never touch. (Kim and big tiddy Mania hugging w a knife)
All of my relationships started when that magic was flowing through me, so I also strongly associate being manic with BEING LOVED.But she is not the true gateway to joy, inspiration, divinity, or love…
She opens up divinity and wears it as a cloak. She latches onto love and derails it into nightmarish, delusional panic. She bites into my inspiration and bleeds it into sleepless nonsense. She rips apart my joy while telling me she’s the only one who could ever bring me more. She feeds on the glory of chaos.
And I know I can’t fully break up with her. She’s part of me. But she’s not ME in the ways I once thought, and I can feed my true self instead of her.
